Saturday, September 18, 2004


in the desert i had a thought: maybe i DO need to see a psychiatrist. and i remember i went instantly into a rage: how unfair, i thought, that i should actually turn out to need "help"! how unfair that after all this time, after all this work on myself that i have done, that i should still need a professional to do that work for me! i don't even fully understand why this objection, which i know sounds quite peculiar and illogical, should have arisen in my head... and it wielded such a high level of anger... but even all that fury did not undo that foremost realization, that i may need an analyst after all...


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