Saturday, August 14, 2004

wierd

i feel so hopeless sometimes! like it's all a lost cause! like i'm just a stupid little kid that doesn't know the world and is lodging in a hopeless place where only hopeless people like me find themselves stuck! i feel sometimes that my hopes are so huge that there is no way i can surmount them in this lifetime. i feel sometimes like my goals are so widely spread, so dispersed that there is no way i can have everything i want. i feel sometimes like the job is so complicated and vast, and that i begin so far behind the curve that there's no way i can get there, no way i can get to that extreme... there are times when i wonder if my goals aren't really goals, and they're only just the whimsical daydreams of someone really wierd.

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