Wednesday, August 25, 2004


i have had time to realize a different self, now that the test is over... passing this test was unlike passing any other test i've ever taken; the sudden, overwhelming relief-- the sudden change; like suddenly being in a different world--- i've felt like i'm on vacation-- my free time has been noticeable... different... it's funny how free time isn't really and truly free until just right after being unfree for a long, long time-- for TOO long... you start to wish so hard for the freedom to just watch cartoons... eat when you want... sleep when you want... think of this thing or that thing or a lover... when you want... i start to daydream erratically about passed acts of love, at times when i have no time of my own in which to think of such things, or of anything of the like...


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